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Oh. Hello blog I never visit. 

I love my url on here, but my vintage blog is number one in my heart. Plus I’ve been posting a lot of my personal stuff on there- so this is king of a dead blog.

If you wish to continue following me, you may do so at: earlgr4y.tumblr.com 

earlgr4y:

I know you want me, you know I want cha.

Is it so wrong I want to be like Jane Goodall? 

Today I got dressed up. I didn’t have plans or anyone to go see. I turned my phone off. Closed my laptop. 

I put some lipstain on and a nice blue dress with a white belt and gold buckle. I played some Jazz, and then a bit of Bon Iver. I just sat on my couch, all dressed up sipping on a giant glass of water staring out my window.

I wasn’t expecting someone to come over wanting to hangout, but in case they did; I was ready. I don’t know. Sometimes I wish someone would come over and invite me to go somewhere. 

I love this State so much, but there’s something inside me that yearns to get out there. I want to fight for the causes I believe in. I want to drop everything and climb aboard a vessel and give the Japanese whaling fleet shit for whaling in the whale sanctuary. I want to get on a plane and go to Africa and help in efforts to stop poaching. I want to hand someone their first drink of clear, filtered water. I want to fight for animal rights. 

I wish someone could take me under their wing and bring me on their adventures like these. Then, when I’m ready, I’d go off and continue forth with that they taught me. 

I just want to get out. I’ll return someday, this will always be my home. But right now, I think it’d be really great to help this world, and I can’t do much stuck in high school.

"1. I don’t like folding laundry or talking about my emotions. I’m likely to leave both scattered all over.
2. I’m not much for cooking but there will always be coffee.
3. I’ll wear anything of yours with sleeves. I love when they’re long enough to wrap around my hands.
4. Sometimes the world is too harsh, too big. It’s hard to leave the house on days like those.
5. When I was sick as a kid my mom would run a bath for me and wash my hair. It was always so soothing. Maybe you could do that every once in a while.
6. I find it difficult to finish most things. My room is home to countless journals of incomplete thoughts.
7. I won’t love you any less in December. I think my heart just wasn’t meant for the cold.
8. I never truly know why I’m crying so don’t bother to ask, simply be there.
9. There’s whiskey in the medicine cabinet.
10. If things get terribly bad, please don’t give up. Get me in the car and drive to the sea. The waves beneath my toes will wake me up and I’ll be yours again."

Things to know before promising you’ll stay (via fraggybird)

I love this so much.

(via give—hope)

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